Dear mum, it's been 4 years since you left us yet it seems like yesterday. I still look out the window oftentimes and wish you'had return but you never did. I couldn't get over your demise, I only moved on because life goes on. Your departure left me empty, hopeless & faithless. You were my pillar & backbone & I became crippled when you left. I may never get over your departure mum. Now I am made to face the harsh realities of life. I resigned to fate because God made it so.
There are a lot of things to say, a lot has happened since you left, there are so many questions I need answers to but now I can only talk to myself because you can't hear me anymore but I promise to tell you all about it when I see you again.
Your absence left me broken into pieces and overtime these broken pieces has refused to fall into places. Life played a fucking prank on me when you slipped through my fingers.
I thought they said time heals? It's all a lie. That is only a false philosophy of life. Time failed me mum because the longer the time of your demise, the more painful it gets. The wounds are getting deeper with time & the pains that I feel is getting more painful with time. I had go back to time & freeze all the pictures & save them from the funny tricks of time but I can't.
Life happened to me when I had other plans for life. Life isn't fair at all but GOD is been faithful & good. So I found solace in HIM because HE'S stronger in broken places. I will always love you. I will love you till I breath my last.
Sleep on BOSE GOLLY.. My Emerald.
